End of a Rope

You know what people? FUCK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! How does being up on your fucking Self-Righteous Mountain feel? Boy I really wish I was GOOD ENOUGH to be up there with you, telling people to STOP being humans. Wow easy for you to sit there and lecture me in my heart-brokenness and DARE I SAY IT, feeling HOPELESS with Life. I didn't know that feeling HUMAN was a crime, someone breakout the handcuffs and cuff me so I can be escorted to my cell. So apparently the Christian Church is only for SUPER PEOPLE who never doubt or feel alone. Son of a Bitch I didn't know that you guys all had a KEY to Faith, someone give me a drink of the Elixir of Having Faith. Perhaps people like you should drink some of the GIVE A FUCK ABOUT PEOPLE'S LIVES Elixir, then again maybe your tiny minds would EXPLODE if you actually had to give a shit about people's feelings. I'm sure you derive sexual pleasure from putting me down or rolling your eyes at my FLOUNDERING in trying to find a FUCKING LIFEPATH. You say I am dead-set on being TOLD NO from God, well perhaps that is because I am USED TO IT. I have heard no from Him so many times that if I heard Yes, I would probably have a heart-attack. I am sorry I do not have the RELATIONSHIP with God you seem to think I should, but last time I checked this was MY Christian Walk with Him not Your's (learn the fucking difference unless you care to HELP ME). Do I give up and get discouraged easily? Sure but if anyone says they don't, you are a FUCKING LIAR. If I had my way I would kick your ass off the Mountain back down to reality with the rest of us MERE MORTALS. Thank the Lord Almighty I don't have that power, because I would TEAR YOUR ASSES apart. You think that by PISSING ME OFF you will somehow spurn me into action? It actually simply makes me HATE YOU and want to KILL YOUR ASS. I don't fucking answer to you, why don't you find some FUCKING COMPASSION or GROW A DAMN HEART. This kind of BULLSHIT causes people to KILL THEMSELVES. I pity your asses when the Lord reigns FIERY DESTRUCTION over your foolish heads. PISS OFF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!